Wanna get away

Just a girl searching for something more in the world.

i just got like 8 request for random apps on facebook from this chick that i don’t even like.  thats like the 3rd time this has happened.  guess wat gurl….

deleting you!

i really should shower now...

cuz if i wait mum will get home and distract me

then it’ll be liek 10

and i’ll be tired

and just fall asleep

and wake up tomorrow and whine

cuz i don’t wanna go 2 school icky

but….

facebook apps keep me sitting right here.

fail.

big brother just asked 4 help on his report thing

he wanted a first sentence for his concert review.  idk anything about the band of concert.  wat do i even tell him?

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stevie ray vaughan

jairohh:

favorite guitar play of all time

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just had 2 up 2 the garage’s attic in the cold and dark cuz my father is a whiny bitch

I told my parents i was going out with a boy this weekend

and at the time we were gonna.  but things changed and idk wat 2 tell my parents. i don’t want them 2 ask question or try 2 get me 2 chear up.  i’m not sad about it at all. i don’t care.  my bff broke my heart, thats why i’m sad.  which was why i was going out with the boy in the first place. UGH

i wish nobody was home right now

cuz i wanna fucking yell and break shit

but the parents would freak, even if i was in my room

so i’ll hafta settle

make more scars that they’ll never see

i'm really craving

  • cocain
  • a razor
  • solitude

expecting some self medication later. fukkkkkkkkk idec

god i’m so fucking pissed.  i jus want everyone 2 leave me alone.  but my sick father is like kissing on my mothers neck right in front of me and i’m just like FUCKING GO SOMEWHERE ELSE TO DO THAT. it discusts me.  actually i don’t really wanna throw up so much as punch him in the fucking face.

oh and nobody says anything about the goddamn christmas tree i put up all by myself! 

fuck you all.

my body is an orphanage

we take everyone in

They say the captin goes down with the ship

So when the world ends

Will god go down with men?

I’ve got troubled thoughts

and the self esteem to match

how many packs of post its would i need 2 cover a fairly large SUV?